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This is where i share my nawty durrty little secret
treat me nice and i will treat u better. love me OR leave me!
She can make u laugh like hell IF u are her type.
She is very
She can be nice to u.. BUT she can be ur worst nightmare too!
In other words, DUN MESS AROUND WITH HER!!!
my brain gonna explode!!!!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 3:12 PMRemember about my presentation last week?
guess what? actually my lecturer said it was not well done. he's lying, dammit!
he just dont wanna embrassed our group in front of the class.
and and and... the saddest part- my lecturer said one of our group members did a bad presentation... guess who sia? me la seyyy.. of course!! eventho he dun wanna name a name. but seriously, i was damn sad sia... errrghhhh!!!!
btw, my 2 assignments deadline is 5th jan & 9th jan.. omg! i dunnoe if i manage to finish it by next wk... insya Allah~ heee.
frankly, i dunnoe if im on the right track. the assignment damn tough la sia...
then i really have to rephrase everything... like.. how about i hate rephrasing words... dammit! haiya..... thank God the mr kewat's assignment is not that bad.... 500-750 words je... yg mr apek punye 1500 words.. amek kau!!!!! hmmm... mati seyy... eh lupe... be careful what u wish for... ehheheh.
klah.. gtg.. get ready for sch..
take care darls~
hugs and smoochies..
p/s: thanx soo much for everything, dear.
u made my dreams come true.
i really appreciate everything..
I LOST MY HP!!!!
Sunday, December 20, 2009, 1:05 AM
I lost my LG phone..., which i bought it like TWO bloody month ago?
most probably, inside the cab that i took to work... haish.... if only i knew it would lost, i will keep my hp properly inside my bag. or maybe i keep it inside my pocket. dammit! i'm soo sad. BTW BTW, I THINK I WISH TOOO HARD. I DIDNT CONTENTED WITH WHAT I HAVE NOW. THE DAY B4, I TOLD NURUL I WANT IPHONE. COZ MOST OF MY CLASSMATE HAVE IPHONE. so yarh... learn from it peeps,
BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!
then after that at work, my manager scolded me.. as normal, i should be a 'role model'. so
and the next kimak part, the next day which is just now i had class presentation abt 'principle of attraction'. how abt my group just realized on thurs that our presentation is on sat?? ape lagi... we were sooo panic.. give out our topic to search... they also said, we jz hv to find words to present... yesterday i worked 12-10. so i dont really have the time to do some research. then just now guess what, they didnt do my slide so last min giler babi i have to do my slides.. my point and explanation all merepek.. kat depan class time present, my group did a great job la.. the class really interacted with them. laugh along.. but when my time come, everybody like staring at me weirdly. then i gave some examples, you know what, my lecturer said my examples are not relevent. like no studies shows that my example is acceptable. DEPAN ORANG K???? I'M THE ONLY ONE YANG DIE TEGUR. EVENTHO HE SAID, " OUR GROUP DID A VERY GREAT JOB. WELL DONE PRESENTATION." malu tau. feel like crying sia....
and now my mind is not working well. like i dun know how to think right now. soo many things on my mind... i still have 2 assignment and 1 more presentation to go... i need a break!! i wanna do well in my assignment for me to get 'A' again for my exam..... gtg. need some rest.
take care darls.
hugs and kisses.
p/s: i'm sorry for being sooo cranky and annoying. i should understand you more, dear.
gua just pass beb!!!
Saturday, December 12, 2009, 8:59 PM
Hey guess what? my result is out!!!
yesterday my fren told me the result da keluar.. ape lagi... jadi giler kejap sey pikir result aku... dalam hati ehk.... "confirm aku fail... confirm aku fail... tapi klw just pass pun baek ah...." hahaha..
then sampai ruma malam sikit (biase jgk....) kelam kabot check letterbox beb..
wanna know my result? heeeee...
CASE STUDIES OF CLINICAL HEALTH AND ORGANIZATIONAL PSYCHOLOGY AND CONFLICT RESOLUTION- C
APPLIED BUSINESS PSYCHOLOGY- D.
just pass je beb... tapi jadila.... coz i dun have to studies those bloody tough modules anymore.... haha. alhamdulillah....
Honestly, i need to buck up and start my revision sia.... (if i want to get 'A' like the previous module, of coz. hee)
how about.....i already get my assignment? the deadline is next month. haiyaaaa.... die die must start now leii...
i guess i still havent learnt my lesson... NEVER DO THINGS LAST MIN.
degil beb.... tak serik² jugak... heee. =D
btw btw btw, tadi this one apek made my day at work. haha.
tadi jadi host japla coz this apek browsing through our menu...
then i was smiling at him...
he looked at my nametag..(i was like.. kau tengok nametag ke tengok bawah nametag?) then he tried to pronounce my name.
"far...ha...na..." i just smile... then he asked me... "arab?"
i thought he asked abt my name... name aku arab ke tak...
then i replied, "yarh, arab." then aku mcm blurr jap teroz aku tanye, "erm.. are u asking abt my race?" then he nodded. i said, "no. i'm malay." kau tau ape apek tuh jawab? heheee... malula.... die ckp... "u look like ARAB GIRL. so pretty. with u wearing that tudung, it really suits u." AWWWWWW... *blushing* heee..
bile aku tengah blushing tuh, die da jalan. tak sempat nk ckp thank you kat die... takkan nk kejar apek tuh kan... ahhahahaa. k lame!
he really made my day sia... thanx apek!
take care darl.
hugs and kisses.
p/s: saye sayang awak.
I'm tired. hmph,
Friday, December 11, 2009, 1:33 AM
honestly, i'm like really no mood to go to work anymore.
always kena scold. from petty things to not-so-petty things.
but make it like as if it was a bloody big issue.
I'M EXHAUSTED BABE! FUCKING EXHAUSTED!
i'm tired of being the victim.
i'm tired of being the 'role model'
i'm tired of being sabar ALL THE TIME.
i wanna run away from everything...
can't take this pain anymore.
i don't understand why people try to tear us apart.
when this love is so beautiful and special to me.
so much tears and heartache
yet my love for you is stronger than yesterday.
with all the drama in life,
your presence and touch soothes me down.
i'm willing to do anything for you.
i never knew i needed you soo much.
please hold me tight.
please convince me you never leave.
IM SOO IN LOVE WITH YOU.
P/s: i'm crying.
Thursday, December 3, 2009, 2:15 PM
Dammit! i'm soo pissed off.
i need a rest.
and i'm really tired of rushing here and there.
and now here i am, trying to take some rest but somebody just ruin it.
will update soon.
Thursday, November 26, 2009, 4:25 PMnew TWO module to study...
PSYCHOLOGY AND SOCIAL SCIENCE RESEARCH. (PSSR)
PSYCHOLOGY OF GROUP DYNAMICS.(PGD)
last tues i had my PSSR module... errkkk.... it was damn boring. i keep yawning and doodling.
and yarh... i keep msging my friends.... like OMG!!! "bile nak break nie???"
and after break, my mind was like.... "alaaa.... bile nak habes nie???" so i guess you know im not concentrating in class. hahahaha...
but on the other hand.... thursday punye class... gerek beb.
the lecturer die kewat yerrr.... so funny and lembut. haha... kla...
i'm done. penatla....
Thursday, November 19, 2009, 2:44 PM
you know i always been busy with school and work. no time to hang out with friends or even family. its like my life revolve around school and work. maybe more to work. because most of the time, i spent my whole day at work. but still gaji tak cukup. i need to change my job. yep. i know i keep saying that but i do nothing. no effort at all.
I'M TIRED AND SICK OF THIS JOB. SERIOUSLY.
i get my pay every 15th. so for the past few days, i'm quite rich. but now, i'm broke. surprise? yeah... i'm left with few bucks only.. like less than 100bucks for my 1 month expenses. haiya..... jual badan ah... hahahahaa... giler? tak kene rodok ngan makbapak da kire bagos.
btw, my exams was last week. damn it!!!! i revised every important hints but like hell, i forgot almost everything. yep! everything. u know i feel like angkat tangan dalam kelas then.."excuse me, can i read my book for a while?" or if they dont allow me(of course, like duh.) i will just look at my classmate, smile and say.. "selamat la ehk... gua angkat kaki dulu beb!" hahahaa... k lame!. -_-"
k... enough of my exams!!! bile teringat balek, macam nak MUNTAH and BERAK DARAH seyy.... kimek!
k change topic.... last two days (tues) i went out with TEMAN, HYRUN and MAZNI. ate at popeye. (my first time la seyyy..hehe.)
miss HYRUN and TEMAN sooooo much. soo kecoh.
kite bebual tkde pelan².. mesti kuat or to be precise bebual pekik²... maklomla sorang satu pekak. hahahha...
our plan was after eating at popeye, we want to go esplanade- just lepak² and story².
then to our surprise it was raining. heavy rain summore. so waste time kat situ jela... after that take cab to peninsula plaza.
TO MAZNI: NICE TALKING AND GOING OUT WITH YOU. YOU'RE SWEET DARL!!
TO TEMAN: DA, JANGAN NAK SENGIH²... HEHE. THANX FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME. LOVE YA BEB!
TO HYRUN: AWWWW.. MY TEDDY BEAR~~ HEHE. THANX FOR THE BUBBLE TEA AND TAXI FARE. AND OF COURSE THANX FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME. LOVE YA TOO BEB!
k... change topic lagi... yesterday after work, actually me, nurul, zali and fad plan nak tengok late night movie. so nurul semangat call and found out there's 11.40 movie slot at cathay cineleisure. so four of us took taxi (zali pay the taxi fare) and off to cathay cineleisure. sampai je disappointed seyy.. ade seat but separate. merepek kan? dengar² aku duduk kat kiri, nurul kat kanan, zali depan, fad belakang pastu bebual pekik² pe... then cancel our movie plan.. so guess what? karaoke la seyy... kite ajak Doris along (senyum sinis) then ape lagi...
terpekik la kite kat dalam bilik. hahaha... practise suare beb! kecoh giler.... dengan zali... what u expect? hahaha kla.... gtg. penat pulak cerite panjang kan... haus jari aku... heeee..
take care darls.
hugs and kisses.
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!!