BAD DAY
Sunday, August 10, 2008, 9:49 PM
hey... i've got no mood today. All my plan was ruined. k.. not all. but u c, e purpose im going out today is bcoz to buy d&d stuff n MEET HIM!!!! ferst, i went to my aunty lin's hs to borrow sum of her stuff. den i got msg from him.... "syg, i ade bad news... i kene xtend smpai mlm.. i kene gi northpoint relieve kt sane...hmm...."
can u feel wad i feel? i was TREMENDOUSLY UPSET n of coz SAD. i wanna cry bt i try my very best not to cry. n yarh... i try to understand his situation. den, i mit my frens at orchard n off to fareast.. sorie babes im late.. hehe...
supposely, our plan was ard 5 we all separate n mit our guys... bt, i was alone at dat moment i dunnoe where to go... so i decided to jz lepk at my workplace... SECRET RECIPE.
k.... nw, i feel really down. n yarh... im crying nw... ='( i try to move on... bt i cant... i really LOVE him soo much.. i noe, we already broke up... but we still communicate n do stuff lyk other couple. he gives me high hopes dat one day we will be back together lyk b4. hmmm.... ntahla...
aku rase aku nie mcm mengejar bnde yg tk pasti akn jd millikku. aku nie umpama mengejar bayang2... n cube mencapai bintang di langit agar aku dpt bahagia spt dahulu kala... tapi, smua itu hanyalah khayalan... hanyalah impian... bagiku tk mungkin akn ku dpt smua itu.... adakah kau rasa ape yg aku rase saat ini? adakah benar sgala kata2 cintamu? jujurkah engkau apabila kau mengucap kata sayang itu? aku ragu dgn sgalanya... tapi jauh disudut hati, aku tetap percayamu...
i wanna end dis pain..... i wanna be strong... Ya Allah.... kuatkanla hati n jiwaku ini.... tetapkanlah imanku..... sesungguhnya, ku serahkan sgalanya pd-MU. aaamin...
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