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This is where i share my nawty durrty little secret
treat me nice and i will treat u better. love me OR leave me!
She can make u laugh like hell IF u are her type.
She is very
She can be nice to u.. BUT she can be ur worst nightmare too!
In other words, DUN MESS AROUND WITH HER!!!
heartbroken... again.
Monday, August 11, 2008, 9:52 PM
hello..i cried AGAIN today.
1st, our plan canceled again.. he has to work full shift.
2nd, i've found out sumting WORST. i reli mean it... WORST!!
jz nw, ary's mum kol me.. asked abt our rship... she didnt know abt our break up.
n i told her everyting since she wants to noe the truth.
mak die mengamuk dpt tau ary treats me lyk dis.
den u noe, mak ary ckp, ari tuh one of his frens nk gi blaja kt azhar tau which actually my frens jgk...(my ex-schmate)...
ary sanggup naek skateboard gi airport semate-mate nak jmpe pmpan tuh....
errmmm.. wads dat suppose to mean?
smangt nah... smpai alek 3PAGI.
den jz nw i went to bugis with didi n yati.. buy d&d stuff again..
after dat, drg gi keje.. n aku tunggu adk ary coz die nk sgt jmpe aku...
den... she told me everyting..
she said ARY PENAH BWK ALEK PMPAN KAI TUDUNG!!!!
u noe hw hurt it is to hear all dat....
knp ary da berubah??
slame nie tk cntact ngn aku rupenye bobal ngn pmpan laen...
mak die slalu tanye ary bobal kt fone ngn aku ke.. tp ary diam.
why he treat me lyk dis??
after all e love i gave to him... tk cukp ke???
mak die ckp ngn aku.... "cik kasi nasihat kt farhana ehk... farhana lupekan ary jela.... cik tknk die saketkan ati farhana lagi... cik tk suke die maen2 kan perasaan pmpan..."
den ary's family apologized to me bcoz dey reli ashamed wif ary's behaviour. and e way he treats me after 2yrs 6months n 17days we're bn together....
u said to me u dun wnt to commit in rship... u wanna stablize urself....
izit by going out wif OTHER gals
or
izit by cntact wif OTHER gals rather than me can stablize ur life???
u said, u dun wnt to tink abt gals... abt having a new GF..
bt wad e bullshit ur doing nw???
why???why???why???
i reli had enuf of dis!!!
u gave me HIGH HOPES....
u said YOU LOVE ME..
u said YOU MISS ME..
u said U WONT FORGET ABT ME...
u said U WILL COME BACK TO ME...
but can u prove dat to me??
enuf of ur bloody words!!!!!
nw, prove to me!!!
show to me!!!
talk is easy!!!
u can jz simply lie.... AGAIN!!!
i dunnoe wad to do...
I SHUD JZ MOVE ON...
but its hard for me to drop everyting n pretend everyting is fine.
hmmm.... i've no bloody idea......