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Thursday, August 28, 2008, 2:58 PM
last tues, after malay paper, i went to bugis wif husnah.. u c, we finished at 11.. den e nxt day not skooling. so mayap lerr.. heeee. i jz cant stop toking abt him.... "ary suke seyy kai aju mcm gini..." "eh, nie kasot fav ary nie..." "ary suke kai sluar cam gini..." i noe husnah irritated, but she jz listen n smile. (thanx babe~)
den bile nk alek, i saw ary's parents. u noe, his mum mcm terkejot tau. coz wad i noe is his mum rndu sgt ngn aku.. n yarh.. so do i. mcm nk pelok tp thn jela.. nnti mcm tk tau malu plak. den mak die tanye... "ary tk cntact farhana?" i rep "tk la cik.. da lame die tk cntact.. tk tau la..." den she ask again... "sape yg mntk break dulu?" i told her la.. i ask for it bcoz i had enuf of his lies.... den... mak die smngt ajk aku dtg uma.. den aku ckpla.. "tkpela cik.. da tkde pape lg.." den bpk die ckp,"ape yg tkde pape lg.. fam da knl kte.. tkpela dtg je.." den mak die pujuk lg... den aku terpkse tipu "bsk saye ade exam la cik.." actually im not skooling e nxt day. sorie cik... his mum ask me, lps A lvl nk gi ane? i ans... "klw bley tknk blaja kt spore." troz mak die muke laen. hmmm..
at nyte, lazy to chat. so i jz appear offline... but wad makes me online is dat, he's online. i really mis him so badly... dere's one nyte, i reli miz him... i dunnoe wad to so.. so i jz cried myself to slip. den i drim of him.. hw i wish, i still dreaming so dat i can see his face. k back to my story... i jz wait 4 him to stat ferst.... den, u noe, i stat it ferst. ask abt his lyf n stuff... n yarh... i cried. he cried.
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ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: maybe u shuld find sumone to replace me ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: so tat die bole jage u lebih baek dr i ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: bole beri kebahagiaan kt u n ur family lebih dr i ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: tho its damn hard to say all tis ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: its just for ur own gud future ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: i dun wat u to be hartbroken again ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: like how i did to u ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: i tk penah menyesal kenal dgn u --==FARAH is HER name==-- **...faking my perfect smile...** says: i dun trust guys anymore ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: u r reli a sweet n luvly gal i've ever met ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: its only bcos of my stupidity tat make it worst ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: i'm sure u will find sumone gud in ur life ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: u will alwaes be remembered as sumone of a first true love in my life forever --==FARAH is HER name==-- **...faking my perfect smile...** says: hmm ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: u noe ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: its kinda sad to write all tis ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: n it make me cried writing all tis ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: n i dunno why ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: i prayed tat evryting tat u wish for in ur life will come true ArY-CoRRoSIve INdeCEnCy says: Insya Allah **hmm...part of me trust him, n part of me not.** ~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~ dis is jz part of our cnversation.. tkkn nk tulis pnjng2 kn... n yarh... aft dat, we tok on e fone. i reli mis his voice... he said, he wnt me back.. bt he said, ppl ard me hate him soo much. so i jz said... "prove to them dat u really change n show them dat u really love me." so ryte nw, i will jz remain single.. n leave everyting to FATE. i love him but i dunnoe if my hart gonna change. u nvr noe ryte. if u wanna go out wif me, im fine wif it. if u still wanna cntact wif me, i dun mind. but if u wnt me back, CHANGE URSELF FERST!!! PROVE TO ME DAT U REALLY LOVE ME!!
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