im damn sick wif all ur bullshit nonsence!!!!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008, 6:21 PM
who u tink im referring to? for me to know n u to find out. bt im very sure u guys know who im referring to....
i dreamt of him 3 times. all nightmares. 1st, he said he wanna send me hm.. bt he jz disappeared. 2nd, i saw him kissing wif one girl. 3rd n last, i saw him holding hands wif one tudung girl. n he said he's in love wif dat girl. i dun wnt to believe those drims coz i kip saying to myself.. "its jz a drim..."
yesterday, i called him. misz him badly... wanna hear his voice. he quite surprise wif my call bt he jz kip talking as normal. i told him abt e 3 drims.. den.. he ask me... "let say... if the 3rd drim is true, wad r u gonna do?" i rep... "well, i accept it." he said.. "jz lyk dat?" i rep.. "yeah..." den... here come the surprise.... "yeah.. im in love wif sumone else." can u feel lyk i do? i cried lyk hell after break fast... my heart burst. everyting fall into pieces.
he told me before that he's not redi to fall in love again... he said, he loves me alone. and its hard for him to forget abt me. all those bullshit lies.... i've enuf of it!!! u gave me HIGH hopes... bt nw, in love wif other girls...? jz lyk dat? how simple is dat?
cut all ur bullshit drama!!! cut all ur fake tears!!! u jz love to see me suffer.. ryte?? u tried to beat ard the bush by saying i can find sumone better than u.. blablabla... bt actually, u alreadi found one. n yarh... im sure i can find sumone MUCH MUCH MUCH better than u. n i believe in KARMA! jz fcuk off frm my life!!!
to all my frens n my abgs... i'm very sorie i dun listen to u guys. dis tears wont fall, dis heart wont break into pieces if i've listen to u guys frm e stat. i wont tell u guys abt my suffering... i will jz kip it to myself. thanx soo much for everyting... i MEAN it... THANX SOO MUCH GUYS.. LOVE U ALL SOOO MUCHH... EMMMUUAACCKKKSS.
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