YA ALLAH, plz help me~
Thursday, October 9, 2008, 3:09 PM

i'm cnfused nw... i hate him but at the same tym i miss him, i love him and i need him. he's not mine. he said, he loves both of us....his gf & me. its bullshit!!! how can he loves 2 gals in e same tym??? neither of us will satisfiy with his half...
i dun wanna hurt anyone's feeling... esp his gf. i dun wanna be the 3rd party eventhou actually she used to be the 3rd party in my rship wif him. i dunnoe y i always tink abt others w/o realizing dat i hurt my own feelings.
why???? why i kip falling in love AGAIN wif u....?? u're not mine!!! do u noe, it hurts me wen u say she's ur gf wen dat title supposed to be mine?? do u noe, it hurts me wen u say u love her wen actually u supposed to love me.. ALONE? and do u noe wad hurts me e most? wen u miss sumone dat is not urs and wen u noe, e both of u CANNOT be together.
wad shud i do?? jz kip contacting him and regard him as JUST A FREN??? or leave him.....??
"The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you." -Anonymous-
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