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This is where i share my nawty durrty little secret
treat me nice and i will treat u better. love me OR leave me!
She can make u laugh like hell IF u are her type.
She is very
She can be nice to u.. BUT she can be ur worst nightmare too!
In other words, DUN MESS AROUND WITH HER!!!
I'm sorry.
Monday, December 15, 2008, 1:07 AM
Sum ppl jz dun understand wad i've been thru for e past few mnths..
yeah..
go ahead...
hate me..
mad at me....
leave me if u want...
point ur finger at me...
wad can i do?
all i seek is ur forgiveness.
i didnt wish dis to happen.
all the pain, the cries, the suffering...
who ask for dat?
lyk i said many times....
all i want is HAPPINESS.
is dat too much to ask?
i kip myself bz by working long hrs at secret recipe.
forget abt everyting...
but i failed...
my mind easily distracted by anyting.
but i remember sum ppl advise me...
"if ur 1st priority is studies... den focus on dat. dun let anyting stop ur way."
yep. its true.
i wanna study ferst... klw ade rezeki lbh, aku nk blaja luar negeri...
bkn nk lari dr masalah but jz wanna be independant.
lyk ppl told me...
"farah.. independant la skit... asek nk mengharap org laen je..."
yeah.. im trying nw....
klw aku ade prob ke... better kip it to myself...
i always pretend to be happy.
make ppl laugh coz wenever i hear dey laugh... i'm happy.
i'm gonna hide my tears.. my sorrows....
biarla....
ku pendamkan saje ape tersirat dikalbu ini...
biarla...
ku mengadu pd MAHA KUASA sahaja.
"My heart broke into pieces.
the pieces is nowhere to be found.
i dun wanna put it back together
coz i afraid dat it might break...
and hurt me..
again. forever. always."
-Farah-