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This is where i share my nawty durrty little secret
treat me nice and i will treat u better. love me OR leave me!
She can make u laugh like hell IF u are her type.
She is very
She can be nice to u.. BUT she can be ur worst nightmare too!
In other words, DUN MESS AROUND WITH HER!!!
my secret.....
Tuesday, December 9, 2008, 12:03 AM
hey guys... i've bn keeping dis secret for a long tym..
and also frm everyone.
only my close frens know abt it.
im hurt. again.
second time.
i cried. again.
many time.
im single again. curious? here's e story....
aft my broke up wif ary, i decided to move on.
to prove to him dat if he can hv sumone else... n so do i.
hmm...
bt eventually, im not hepi. at all.
maybe for a few wks only.
i knew dis one guy.. his name is MR.I
he's soo sweet at ferst.
but as tym pass by... we decided to get into rship.
i noe its too early.. but i reli thot he can give me happiness.
better than ary.
but u see, he always make me cry.
e not-so-worst part.....
wenever i cry, he nvr console me... at all.
he even mad at me.
"da la u... enuf!!!"
get it?? is dat how he pujuk his gf???
so wenever i wanna cry, i will cry to myself..alone.
and he's always bz... always!!!
he didnt hv tym to call or atleast msg me to wish gd nyte or sumting...
wen aku tegur, die mrh...
die ckp die bz keje... die penat... nape aku tk phm die...
fine. aku diam.
aku sabar...
maybe im being too demanding.
but rship nids communication. get it????
k.. die bdk motor. super4.
bt i dun care abt motor or krete or papela...
all i care is how u treat ppl... treat ur gf...
he's full of reasons...
ade jela alasan die...
i jz dunnoe y we get into rship.
btw, tk smpai sbln pn kte stead. aru brp minggu.
and e worst part is....
he didnt cntact me for 4days.
from fri-mon.
b4 dat, he ask for 'dat'.
get it? dat ting dat we shudnt do? only aft nikah....
get wad i mean??
hmmm....
all i want is to be happy...
n i thot im happy.
but IM NOT!!!!
IM SUFFERING.
IM HURT.
i always pray to Allah to give me strength...
i reli nid dat.
now, aku serahkn smue nye pd takdir...
biarla....
aku redha....
and do u noe wads my strength???
u guys; all my frens dat cnsider me as ur frens...
i nid u, frens. (all who care abt me)
i swear i do.
please give me strength.
i wanna thanx to all my frens dat support me frm e start.
eventho, dey noe wad i did is wrong..
thanx soo much.
lastly, thanx to MR A².
u try ur best to cheer me up eventho u dunnoe e whole story.
u cnfess to me that u hv a crush on me...
actually, me too. I HV A CRUSH ON U...
but sadly, i dun wanna be e 3rd party...
i wan u to be happy.
thanx soo much MR A².
i reli appreciate ur care n concern.