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This is where i share my nawty durrty little secret
treat me nice and i will treat u better. love me OR leave me!
She can make u laugh like hell IF u are her type.
She is very
She can be nice to u.. BUT she can be ur worst nightmare too!
In other words, DUN MESS AROUND WITH HER!!!
NO MORE ANNIVERSARY.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 2:30 AM
Supposingly, today is our 3rd anniversary...
24.december.2005
we never celebrate our anniversary for the pass 2 yrs.
1st yr, i was soo bz wif werk dat we cudnt celebrate it.
2nd yr, we didnt hv money to go out.
so...
we promise dat we will celebrate our 3rd anniversary.
unfortunately, things changed.
we are not together.
he's wif someone else.
while i'm here alone....
i thot maybe.. jz maybe we could celebrate it for the first n last tym.
a last gudbye.
he agreed at first.
but yesterday he cancelled it.
he said, he wanna let go of everyting...
which i also dun understand wad does he means by everting?
so...
once again....
i accept the fact dat we will never celebrate our anniversary ever.
i hope u're happy wif ur life....
coz all i noe, im happy wif my life.
but sometimes im a fraud.
yeah...
pretending to be lyk 'a very happy-go-lucky n cheerful gal'
but sometimes, i jz cant hide it...
coz dis tears will jz rolling down my cheeks.
My EX-Zauji,
i hope u happy wif her...
dis is ur decision.
u chose dis.
i jz go with the flow...
even if it hurts me badly.
im fine.
i will get used to it.
so NO u & me..
NO yayang n bucuk..
NO 24.dec.
NO zufar yunari...
My EX-'azizi,
thanx for the care n concern.
thanx for all the sacrifices.
thanx for ur love.
and last,
thanx sooooooo much for the pain n suffering.
How i wish this time never ends,
with all the time together we have spend...
how i wish i forever get to see your eyes,
without saying any goodbyes...
but i always wish that we will be back together again,
but all we have now is pain.
-ARY-
-12.00am, wed 24.dec-