i'm stress!!!!!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 3:28 PM
I hate when they talk about my future. I know both of you really concern about me... try to support me in every way. But right now i can't think about my future. i can't see my future. i dun know what i'm good at. i dun wanna think about it. i'm stress!!!!! i'm scared!!!! i just afraid that i might break my parent's heart. i afraid that i make a wrong decision. =( please God.... let me make it through this... Let me bring the smile back to their faces.... Let me make them proud of me... Let me change my family's life.... Let me taste the victory.
i always love my friends. (of course the one who treat me nice.) i want to see them happy everyday. no tears. no pain. no sorrows. i try my very best to be a good friend. to be there for them when they need someone to talk to. or to share their joy or sorrows. NOBODY can replace my BESTFRIEND. and I CHOOSE MY OWN BESTFRIEND. Di, i always wanna see u happy. laugh. smile. it's tearing my heart apart to see u cry or sad.... even if i befriend with a lot of ppl... u will always be my bestfriend. i love u sooo much, teman. thanx for being there for me when i needed u the most. i really appreaciate it alot. same goes to my other friends... i love u all. thanx soo much for all the advice & the support. i'm sorry if i ever hurt u all in every way. please forgive me... i will try my hardest to be a good friend. Insya Allah.
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