Sunday, March 29, 2009, 10:13 PM

hello peeps~
i know it's been a long bloody time since i update my blog. i was like sooooo busy with my work. i don't even have time for myself. erm... like taking pictures or dancing in my room... hehe. i worked full-shift like almost everyday.12-10pm. then off 1 or 2days only. haiyaaa.... damn tired leii... aku nie bukan kuat sangat... nanti sikit² saket.... startla pening... sakit perut..... makan tak makan still the same.... i have this thought to go to clinic and check if there's something wrong with me but i just dont have time for that. honestly. so yarh.... just bear the pain.
u know, i keep thinking why ppl keep hurting their loved ones? why they hurt their other half? or when u get bored with ur partner, u just disappear like that? do u ever think about their feeling? i mean like, for a moment try to put urself in their shoes... orrr..... karma?? haiz... i dont know why im thinking all this... maybe because i cannot bear to see my friends suffer..... let bygones be bygones..... i know its hard.... but sometimes u really have to move ur butt off ur comfort zone.
i think i'm stronger than before. eventho sometimes the past still haunting me.... but wtf. i need to move on. i dont wanna let anything or anyone bring me down. i had enough. dats it. i always hold to this phrase..."BE THE BIGGER PERSON." That special person is the one who say this and also bring happiness into my life. now i can smile and laugh without even faking it. thanx for being there for me... thanx for everything.... i appreciate ur presence....
"Being strong doesnt always mean you can handle whats thrown at you. it just means you are prepared to ignore whatever it is that hurts you."
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